Saturday, November 8, 2008
Bored bored bored these days...Have nothing much to do. Just that the weather is changing in Taiwan le. Winter is coming soon...autumn is going to over. Sky is always cloudy and the temperature decreases just like my mood...From 26, 25 goes straight down until 16, 17 this saturday. We had hotpot today...but it seems like my mood is not getting better...although hotpot did warm me up. Time appears to be so slow everyday...
My uncle and I go exercising every morning...have tutor to correct my English essay twice a week. Waiting mom to be back on 18th of Nov. Guess nothing much is going to happen anyway...so it doesn matter much too. Getting hard to focus everyday...cant really sit down and do work for more than 2 hours. Always get distracted, always feel so negative, frustrated, confused...Yet, life goes on. Soon, I onli have one month left and I will be facing everything myself. Im not scared, not afraid...just feel that im lonelier from now onwards. Cant be dependent or over rely on someone. The fact is that I will not hav much ppl to talk me out soon. Still, I have to look forward n try to work myself out. This is the reality, if im not going to help myself, no one can ever helps me le...
Thinking of you..*
