tHe LiFe Of a FisH.....

May 23th

2010-05-23T15:16:00.003+08:00

Not a special occasion today....after reading a letter. i just realize how bad i was by not posting any things online. since i a just showing my feeling online, i will not care about my grammar, spelling or anything. Instead i will just let out watever im thinking. Sometimes it might be happy, it might be very sad, but i just want all of you guys to know my true feelings. That is what really happening in my life and i hope those who are far away from me can still share with the story of my life without getting loose out. i just wanted to tell you guys that, no matter where i am. all the friends i have have been in parts of my life. When i look back one day, i will still be proudly presenting you, my good friend, with the rest of my friends. i have been quite a reserved person because i do not like to share my story online with lots of ppl that much. However, its time for a change now and see what will happen. Not really in a good mood these few months, i can be happy with my smile, but there is so many things in college that vexed me. The uncertainty in future suppresses me as i realize whatever im doing now has a huge impact in my future. Worry about how can i make my personal statement captivating compared to others, what are the opportunities that i have to change my life. In college, there is so many things that you have to figure out urself just to give you a good standing in university. Just hope that i can go in the university that i want to go. Meanwhile keep my attention on something else so i will not keep pondering about these? frustration over frustration over frustration...that's life. happy and sad all blends in together! :) cheers~

2009-06-21T14:38:00.006+08:00

Soo long didnt write my blog. Too many things are going on at the same time, dunt feel like writing too. Sorry guys...Just a life busy with school, slacking and hanging out with friends. There is nothing much in Cupertino here. Haiz...so I just go to swim, exercise at my frien's gym, go to the movie. Time still passed without waiting for us. Thats good, coz future is ahead of us! Sometimes...go to the park maybe...and coffee shop to chit chat and kill time. Summer is coming...and so is our finals. HoPe everyone can do well. I still wanna As for all my classes. XD HoPE my dream comes ture too. :)

8th of Nov

2008-11-08T14:32:00.006+08:00

Bored bored bored these days...Have nothing much to do. Just that the weather is changing in Taiwan le. Winter is coming soon...autumn is going to over. Sky is always cloudy and the temperature decreases just like my mood...From 26, 25 goes straight down until 16, 17 this saturday. We had hotpot today...but it seems like my mood is not getting better...although hotpot did warm me up. Time appears to be so slow everyday...

My uncle and I go exercising every morning...have tutor to correct my English essay twice a week. Waiting mom to be back on 18th of Nov. Guess nothing much is going to happen anyway...so it doesn matter much too. Getting hard to focus everyday...cant really sit down and do work for more than 2 hours. Always get distracted, always feel so negative, frustrated, confused...Yet, life goes on. Soon, I onli have one month left and I will be facing everything myself. Im not scared, not afraid...just feel that im lonelier from now onwards. Cant be dependent or over rely on someone. The fact is that I will not hav much ppl to talk me out soon. Still, I have to look forward n try to work myself out. This is the reality, if im not going to help myself, no one can ever helps me le...

海角七號熱

2008-11-04T20:06:00.004+08:00

So long have not been updating my blog. Being a good student….doing hw hw hw hw…for my English tuition class. Nothing happens much these days…I learnt how to make more cakes…buns..n even moose from my aunty…HAHA. Since when Im so enthu about tt? Lol. These days there is a very nice movie that I wanna introduce…Cape no.7 (海角七號)….heeheee…As I am too lazy to tell u the story…those who are interested can go n see that link…ard 5 billons of people have seen it…guess some of them watch it more than once? Lol.

http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=NWs9ilMOIr0
I know it is coming out in Singapore soon, so if u dun like Chinese…u can watch it in English…heehee~~

Must really go to the theater and support the movie….very good to watch…heeheee~ I dun wanna say the summary of the story la…the best is someone translate it in English. Just something to do with band…love letters and mailing? HAHA….too summarized already…Hope everyone enjoys the show…

LOST

2008-10-06T13:45:00.004+08:00

Went out to cycle with my aunty n uncle n their friens on saturday…dun feel like updating my blog…so lazy these few days. However, their friends cycled very fast. So it is very hard for me to catch up. They go cycling once or twice a week…not like me.so long didn cycle le. Until I come bac to Taiwan. So, there I was… with my sun block n all. Being wrap like a mummy… the sun is very bright at 7.30 in Taiwan. They helped me rented a bike… As the breeze passed thru me… Isnt it the air that I used to miss so much? Why im not as happy? Why it isn't like b4? Isn't this where I belong? I duno… I think I have the answer… just tt I dun wan to admit. The place I have been familiar with these few years is no longer Taiwan. The people tt I have familiar with r not in Taipei… just like these few years… I have been in a dream. Once I was awake… everything disappears. Everything becomes so distant, so hard to reach. I tot I already got wat I wanted for so long… to stand at my hometown's land, to feel the cold breeze here once again n the smell of the air in rainy Taipei… etc. Maybe I was wrong… or maybe when I got this… im greedy for another. I was… confused n I still am. Lost my way bac while I was cycling… with my speed… I overshot without knowing. This was the first time, I realized that cycling can be so tiring. I was really exhausted… my legs couldn't really carry myself to cycle bac to where we first started. After cycling for 3 hours (duno how many km, but confirm more then 10. I took one hr to get lost n get back), I was bac. But in real life, sometimes it is impossible to return once Im lost…

Trip to mammoth exhibition..........

2008-09-30T13:47:00.002+08:00

Went out with my friens in Taiwan this Saturday (27/09/08)...Arrived at 中正紀念堂 station at 10.30. It is called 2008 special exhibition of wooly mammoth specimens. Although the ticket cost me ard ten dollar sing. I think I didn learn something...duno tt the fat of the mammoth is abt 9 to 20 cm think in order to protect them in severe cold condition..it surprises me! Haha~ if im tt fat, confirm wanna die le. The hair of the mammoth is ard 50 cm long to prevent the wind frm blowing directly to them. We also saw the ivory n the entire skeleton of a mammoth. SO SORRY THAT I CANT SHOW U GUYS...coz no camera is allowed. However, the skeleton is not the main thing we wanna see in the whole exhibition. The thing that we actually wanted to see is the frozen part of mammoths that is being discovered recently. Due to global warming...as the ice is melting...scientists discovered those bodies! The best part is that their bodies are still kept in good condition...since they are just being iced. Hopefully, in this way, the researcher can get a complete DNA of a mammoth…just like how they copy dolly sheep using DNA ( If u duno this...CHECK INTERENT…its is very famous for awhile...I saw it in news b4…) We might have a chance to see this extinct creature with our own eyes again!! Hope that they can succeed. Then I have luch with my two friens n went to MOS burger n chat frm 1 to 4. Oso duno wat we talk about...until so long…Will put the photos we took...nice outing with my friens for the first time in Taiwan this year...

My faVOuRitE....

2008-09-21T21:29:00.015+08:00

My favourite cartoon characters…duno why today suddenly wanna talk about this. Maybe just being random..heehee. 布丁狗~~ cute rite? A pudding look with caramel hat, always appear very happy and cute...It is created in Japan, but I have never seen it in Singapore. People hardly knows about him....sad~Yet it is quite popular in Taiwan!!

Next, I will introduce to u....豆豆龍. I think most of the people know this..so I dun have to mention much about it. Just show the pictures...heehee~

Then is the monokuro boo......heehee. Most of the people noes I like this. I got a monokuro boo pencil case...two wallents...two small bags n eraser. It seems like a lot of ppl noes I love pig!! heehee~ see my pigs...

All of them r cute rite? heehee~ Love all of them...so cute~

Bicycle trip...

2008-09-19T18:51:00.005+08:00

Woke up 4.45 this morning...wa...going to cycle with my uncle and aunty. I have no idea why, this year there is a sudden rise of ppl buying bike. It is now very popular after the government has constructed those bicycle tracks in Taipei. Actually, not even Taipei, other places in Taiwan also started bicycle tour in those famous tourism places. The government also decides to attract more tourists by bicycle tracks. While enjoying the breeze, u can see those beautiful scenaries in Taiwan. I really like this idea. (Hint hint: so dun come to Taiwan n duno how to ride a bike ar. U will miss a lot. Haha….some ppl will know who am I talking abt. Lol.) However, according to the government, there is still room of improve. Hope it will be better!!

Anyway…let's come bac to the topic. Three of us reach there at 5.15. (since the sun in Taiwan rises abt 530? 6? We dun wan to get burnt) The view is nice and the sunrise is better than the one I have seen in east coast (come n show off to that person…u noe rite…I am telling u!! heeheee.) I saw the sun rises as I was cycling…the sun is so red n orangy that the sky is coloured pink by it...so beautiful. The sky, with the combination of blue and pink turns purple at the intersection of two colours. Feel sorry that I didn bring camera der this time. Next time, I must take lots of pictures to show u guys. We rode more than one hr n reach home at 8. Nice morning!!!

Finally.....

2008-09-18T11:28:00.004+08:00

Woke up early this morning….a bit lazy to wake up. Its 6.30. Need to go to America embassy to apply my visa. At first I thought it should be quite fast, since there is a time for the appointment. My appointment is 8, so we decided to be there a bit earlier. I reached there n seven 45 n tot I will get it done fast. However, I as wrong when I saw a long queue of ppl standing outside of the building….Omg. I overheard someone’s conversation. He said he is glad that this morning there is ONLY two long queues. I was like “only”? He added on, normally it is abt 4 queues…………….

Once I was inside, the checked our bags…like wat ppl have experienced in the airport. As I went in, I realized..it is a station to station like system. First u have to submit ur doc. They will help u arrange all the doc nicely n check whether u hav paid the service charge by the receipts we paid b4 we went der. Next, they will label all the doc n they will save the fingerprints of ALL MY FINGERS!! (Oh~my fins..) they said this is required once after the terrorist attack in America, which is the 911. Haiz.

Finally, it was my turn for the interview. U can see ard 30 ppl waiting for the 4 counters….fighting to be interviewed. (not really fighting…just exaggerating) the lady who interviewed me was a foreigner.( ah mo?) At least she is friendly to me…..becoz I have seen her questioning a student like me n it is quite a hard time for the student….( I suppose so.) First time in my life…im glad I have learnt English. lol. Without much difficulty to communicate…she gave me VISA! Finally…after one n a haf hours of waiting. This is really faster then Singapore’s immigration…I dun have to spend my haf a day der. Feel relieved once the thing is done. If not it always makes me worried…feel as lazy as 趴趴熊 now..heehee...

Mooncake

2008-09-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

The coffee in the morning makes me feel disgustin...hate hot coffee in the morning. That makes me feel like vomitin...I rather a cup of milk or hot chocos. After the typhoon, the weather is getting cold nowadays in Taiwan. I went to bbq with my relatives’ n their friends yesterday since it is moon cake festival. In Taiwan, there is such a tradition tt during moon cake festival, everyone must bbq. I also duno why…Anyway, I eat a lot yesterday. Haha, Im just being honest. When we r bbqin, there was this 4 yr old boy boy who keeps approaching me n call me jie jie. Wa~ he is very very cute…..he sat beside me n played with me. Everyone is surprised becoz he is usually a shy boy boy….he even said he wans to go home with me. SO CUTE~this is a weird kids…there were four of them in total. Why he doesn wan to play with me. Do I look like I am four yr old too? (PS. My aunty n uncle borrowed a bike from her friends…so tt I can go cycling with them from their house to 八里!)

2008-08-29T16:33:00.010+08:00

Went to yang ming mountain (陽明山小油坑) on 26 of aug, behind me..the somke is actually from the hot spring...if u r der. u can hav a very strong sulphur smell....the wind is very strong...although it is summer in taiwan..like singapore, the temperature is qutie cold der. see how strong the wind was. Woke up early at 5am that day...but I did enjoy at lot.

On the rite...this is my ah ma n my aunty....heeheee....smile.

This is my father on the left and my uncle on the rite...do they look like siblings?

Nice view rite? come to TAIWAN!!!Seems like Im advertising...LOL..me with my uncle. If u wan to come...Next time i know how to bring u guys le...so FASTER come ok? hope to see everyone soon.....!!!

HoW tO ExpREss?

2008-08-21T04:37:00.005+08:00

I am leaving soon. From them, I see different reactions. Some people hope that I would not go. Some people hope they can be like me and think I am such a lucky person. Yet, when Im facing this major decision.....Im struggling inside. I have so many people who cares about me here....all my friens, my family...even my daddy. To them, maybe Im inconsiderate...silly or even selfish. My uncle has told me off b4, "u r too naive, do u thiink that it is ever easy to stay there?", "u have no idea wat the life its like out der? Later u will soon wanna be bac and u cant do anything abt it." Silence replied his sarcasm. How to express when I know I will experience another new world and I wan to know more? How to express the emotional feeliings that I am going through when leaving everyone I love? How to express the helplessness I have encountered when things didn turn out as what I wished? How to express the anxiety and worries or even the fear of an outside world. How to express the sadness I feel when I saw my love ones crying in front of me? I will see all of their tears.......I know. Happiness seems to be so far… However, the fish is now swimming to the ocean frm the river, whatever challenges it faces… The onli thing I can do is to strive and explore the ocean. Whether I will cope everything and get used to it is another thing, how to express the loneliness of living alone? Time will tell….. things will be alrite, dun worry for me ppl…I miss u.

this post is by Liting

2008-07-06T15:20:00.004+08:00

Hi pplsss, her blog is back!
im here to apologise for the inconvenient cause for the past few weeks or months as i have to be responsibility for her blog.. hahazz..

Liting

Finally...

2008-05-24T19:48:00.000+08:00

我在玩打字遊戲
好累喔
太久沒打了
有點吃不消
真希望快點練習好
就能打很快了
跟同學說話時回覆很慢
自己都有點受不了
不能再快一點嗎?
有時越急
打的越慢
看來我需要時間慢慢熟悉
再重新適應
到時候我也可以寫中文網誌了
看不懂的人沒關傒
我會繼續打英文網誌的
在這裡我要謝謝勵庭
幫我設定電腦程式
我才能打中文!

My Vesak Day!!! (did I spell correctly?...heehee! )

2008-05-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

I celebrated My Vesak day by quarreling with my stupid bro in the morning.....that stupid boy. He has been using computer from 8 to 11 n I was doing almost all the room work.....not house work...lol !!! When he opens his eyes, his first action is to find the laptop. So I brought the charger of the com and went out of the house. He in return, took my bus card n hid it. So I went out n mit my frien at mac. N mit my mom at PASIR RIS train staiont. We went IKEA for dinner with my relative....he just came to singapore and studies in TP. However, the place is so crowded n everyone was fighting for a place. SO ALMOST EVERYONE IS NOT IN A GOOD MOOD!! We had our meals....dun think it is that nice as wat my brother said. His recommendation sux!!! lol. We spent, haHa...or in another words, my mom spent 40 plus for a so so food WITH A CROWDED place n NO ONE SERVES!! (it is self service, u can try....if u r interested...) Den we went home.....But still, it is still good to see someone u didn see for a long time. The last time ic him is.......let me think. hmmm, I GUESS THAT TIME IM STILL FIVE...

My TOEFL Day....

2008-05-19T23:21:00.003+08:00

Woke up by my mom, still Slpy...I did some washing and went out of the house without being conscious. Walk to the bus stop while chewing my bread...which is no taste at all to me. (still sleepy) Maybe it is not I am stil sleepy, I guess I just do not wanna get up and "face the music". After my O level, I guess I lost a certain amount of confidence. Until I reach the test centre, at newton....the fish's view then become clearer. Got no choice but have to wake up....I REACHED AT 8.15!!! N my test is at 9!!! I nid to stay calm in front my mom when I felt all the butterflies....flyin flyin in my stomache! The time appears to be so slow from 8 15 to 9. sian...=.=. Den I sit for my test from 9 to 1 with only one ten minute break in between two hrs. I had my reading, listening, speaking and writing all within the four hrs. Just think I didn do too well for me spearking....which is qutie abnormal. LOL! coz I blanked out for a while, because of a stupid korean guy...His english is sounds so pro and confident with the accent, I got carried away. Haiz....so that question...I guess I didn do that well. Hope I will not do too BAD at all. AIM FOR ABOVE HUNDREAD UPON 120!!!

Wat a day!!!

2008-05-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

This week is like hell to me....I have TOEFL on saturday!!Omg...n i dun think i am prepared mentally. Meanwhile, I still have bio test today(wed). So i am stressed. However, it is not the end of the story...worse things worse, i lost my hp in NP....when i go see aaron. I still dun believe it!!! I LOST it.....Although i have terminated the line and settled the problem, it is not the end of the story. Becoz of this, i am not able to contact daniel and mit him to pass him the present..(though his birthday was like in march.?...LOL!!) He is so cute....waited for 7 til 8. The funniest thing was...he actually announced my name! Suddenly feel so glad that i have already left when he did that. If not i will feel damn pai seh....Feel so sorry to him, make him wait so long and rush his project till nite. Didn mange to meet him, but we at least talked on the phone and chatted for awhile. Have some updates....It feels so good to have contacts with friens. That is the purpose of me writing this blog til now!!! So...everywan, keep me updated ok? take care.....thank u to those who have brightens up my dull and boring day today!!

Omg....so late

2008-05-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

Do homework until so late!!! Haiz....Wat a tiring day. Discuss project in school with friends, reach home at 7 plus.